May 26, 2005
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Knowing How to Pray
I think nearly every aged Negro in Panama City is praying for J, the boy I've been attending in the hospital for 23 days now. Every time I deliver Meals on Wheels, I tell the people I need a personal favor. I tell them I want them to pray for my boy because he needs it so badly.
I told that to a lady today, who's totally blind, and she said, "Let's pray right now. Give me your hand."
I gave her my hand, and she said the most beautiful prayer I think I've ever heard. It rolled off her tongue without effort or hesitation, and it was perfect. I wish I could have written it down so I could say it again, but I didn't have paper or pencil, and she had my hand.
Typically, when I pray I say the traditional Catholic formula prayers. I was taught the distinction between vocal prayer (which is what I mostly do) and mental prayer, but I was never really taught how to engage in mental prayer. This 85-year-old lady today vocalized her mental prayer, and she did a brilliant job of it.
I want to be able to vocalize mental prayer like she did. Maybe I can talk her into giving a prayer camp. God knows I need it.
ED
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Vocalizing prayers is probably one of my biggest spiritual challenges. I can mentally pray fairly well, but when it comes to putting things into actual, coherent words, I stumble. It's probably at least partially self-conscious - whenever I speak, I like to do so as eloquently as possible. I'm sure as I become more practiced in vocalized prayer, I'll improve.
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