May 26, 2005

  • Knowing How to Pray


    I think nearly every aged Negro in Panama City is praying for J, the boy I've been attending in the hospital for 23 days now.  Every time I deliver Meals on Wheels, I tell the people I need a personal favor.  I tell them I want them to pray for my boy because he needs it so badly.


    I told that to a lady today, who's totally blind, and she said, "Let's pray right now.  Give me your hand."


    I gave her my hand, and she said the most beautiful prayer I think I've ever heard.  It rolled off her tongue without effort or hesitation, and it was perfect.  I wish I could have written it down so I could say it again, but I didn't have paper or pencil, and she had my hand.


    Typically, when I pray I say the traditional Catholic formula prayers.  I was taught the distinction between vocal prayer (which is what I mostly do) and mental prayer, but I was never really taught how to engage in mental prayer.  This 85-year-old lady today vocalized her mental prayer, and she did a brilliant job of it. 


    I want to be able to vocalize mental prayer like she did.  Maybe I can talk her into giving a prayer camp.  God knows I need it.


    ED

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  • Vocalizing prayers is probably one of my biggest spiritual challenges.  I can mentally pray fairly well, but when it comes to putting things into actual, coherent words, I stumble.  It's probably at least partially self-conscious - whenever I speak, I like to do so as eloquently as possible.  I'm sure as I become more practiced in vocalized prayer, I'll improve.

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